Before the earthquake ravaged Haiti, I was scheduled to travel to Haiti for a few months to visit…to live (as I have declared 2010 my year to travel); as a result, I resigned from my place of employment. Since the devastation I have cancelled my trip and hopefully will travel in the near future when circumstances permit. I am currently unemployed and I have never felt so at peace in my life…so in awe of my desire and ability to not only profess that I trust the universe but to actually live trusting the universe. While planning my trip to Haiti, many were skeptical of my decision to resign from a great job in a suffering economy…Then as fate would have it, I had to cancel my trip due to the devastation. To gain some clarity on the situation I have been fasting and cleansing since my last day of work 3 weeks ago and I must confess that I am discovering that I have some very sick, insensible and sheepish thoughts.
Last night I was showered with the wise words of a friend. In regards to my current situation she expressed, “baby, this ain’t nothin’ but a pit stop. Sometimes the creator feels the need to take us out of our comfort zone as a means to reveal certain things to us about ourselves that we could not have learned within our previous environment. Sometimes a job no longer fits YOUR PURPOSE.” Most times, when the Most High decides to pull me over to the side of the road for one of these pit stops I don’t listen. I usually perceive the pit stop as a punishment or a guilt trip for not properly preparing myself for the future. I typically cloak myself with a victim mentality, panic and voraciously plan out my future with gusto from my root chakra. According to David Pond, author of Chakras for Beginners: A Guide to Balancing Your Chakra Energies, “The chakras are spinning vortexes of energy located just in front of the spine and positioned from the tailbone to the crown of the head. The chakras are a map of you inner world – your relationship to yourself and how you experience energy. Basically, “the chakras address where you are within yourself as you do what you do.” There are 7 major chakras within us and the ultimate goal is to flow through life with all 7 chakras balanced. Pond asserts, “understanding your chakras can help break the yoke that ties you to the cultural beliefs you’ve assimilated. If you are often unbalanced in a particular chakra, you are likely attempting to maintain an inherently false image of yourself. False, in that it is not genuine to you, and doesn’t lead you to your center, but to a state of imbalance. If it led you to your center, you would not experience imbalance. These false images are incorporated into your self – image when you over respond and adapt to other people’s view of you.” Thus, the root chakra, also known as the first chakra is a dangerous place to plan a future if the chakra is imbalanced. The primary drive of the root chakra is survival. The root chakra governs survival, stability, security, passion, one’s relationship with money, home and one’s job. You can decipher if one’s root chakra is imbalanced if one ever experiences feelings of insecurity or lack in regards to survival.
Whenever the Most High pulls me over for one of these pit stops I usually develop this intense urge to apply to college to obtain my Master’s degree. During this current pit stop, this urge has tried to creep into my future plans but this time I nixed the urge into the bud by examining my motives for wanting to achieve a Masters degree within the confines of an institutional facility. Once I examined my motives, I discovered that my desire to obtain a Masters degree is rooted within some sick, insane and cowardice thoughts.
1) It would be nice to obtain a Master’s degree so that I can postpone paying my student loans that have allowed me to obtain my Bachelor’s degree.
Higher Counter thought: I see where you are coming from, but this is sick. Stop being lazy and manifest all that you need to invest in your student loans.
2) I can purchase a car with my refund check
Counter Higher Thought: This is just sick too. Refer to your higher thought from motive #1.
3) It would be nice to meet some new people and to attract new friends
Counter Higher Thought: Go to a coffee shop and meet new friends it’s free.
4) I want to make my family proud
Counter Higher Thought: I honestly desire to inspire my family to live than to make them proud.
5) Obtaining a Master’s degree is what is expected of me
Counter Higher Thought: Been there, done that. It’s a boring and lackluster life.
6) Obtaining a Master’s degree will increase my financial success in the job market
Counter Higher Thought: Please, if this ain’t one of the biggest lies told. I volunteer at an assistance center and I was going through some files recently and I found out that one of my old professors who holds a PHD, is a client of the center and she is apparently strapped for cash and unable to pay her rent or her utility bills. Our outer world is simply a manifestation of our inner world, so make sure you make your spirit and your thoughts thick and rich.
7) A Master’s degree will look great on my Resume
Counter Higher Thought: Lie, when was the last time someone asked you to see your diploma for a job interview? Just kidding don’t lie. Right now, I honestly do not see a master’s degree, a resume or a job as necessary to live out my life’s purpose.
8.)I want to learn
Counter Higher Thought: Go to the library, it’s free…Speak to a bumb on the street it will only cost you a quarter.
9) I’m bored
Counter Higher Thought: Get A Life and pay attention. For, those who are bored simply aren’t paying attention.
My desire is by no means to knock institutional higher education; I simply desire to make a point to myself and to anyone who feels inspired to be inspired that most people’s desire to seek a higher education within an institutional facility is rooted within an imbalanced root chakra. It is rooted out of fear and a great desire to present a false image to others. Have I benefitted from receiving a higher education within an institutional facility? Yes. Do I regret it? No, I am a proud Spelmanite and my matriculation through Spelman served it’s purpose for me at that time. I learned a valuable lesson about the law of attraction: If you desire something deep enough, the universe will work in your favor to provide you with that desire (little black girl from Newark, NJ that never spoke a word and didn’t even break a thousand on her SAT got into Spelman and graduated Magna Cum Laude). I learned that dreams do come true and that if you put your mind to something you can achieve it if only you believe in yourself. While at Spelman I was unaware of the Law of Attraction, but I was subconsciously arming myself with life lessons that would propel me into my life’s purpose. I currently do not feel that a higher education within an institutional facility is a part of my higher purpose as I propel forward, but, you never know maybe it will be in a few months or a few years, but right now, my motives are birthed from a very sick, tangled and damaged root chakra.
Western civilization has programmed me to think that a degree is necessary to be successful in this world. As I mature and step into myself I am learning that an education is necessary to be successful but a degree is not required. There are many successful individuals that do not have degrees but they are living life somewhere over the rainbow simply because they 1) believed in themselves 2) respected their gifts by utilizing them and 3) they opened their heart to opportunities presented from unconventional sources. Just to name a few: Sean Puffy Combs, Djheuty Maat Ra, Les Brown, Alicia Keys, Donald Trump, Michael Jackson and the list goes on…Yes, most of these individuals are entertainers and as quiet as I’m kept, I am a Leo and more than any other sign within the zodiac, the Leo’s main reason for reincarnating into this world is to SHINE and to INSPIRE. Most entertainers do not have degrees…they have gifts. And we have all been blessed with gifts that have the ability to make us successful beyond measure; however, it is us up to us to be open to these gifts and open to the teachers and the tools that magically stumble upon our path. A degree is not needed to succeed in life, for, it is man made. All that is necessary is that you are open to your gifts and that you graciously utilize your gifts that the creator has graciously bestowed you with…Learn thyself, know thyself and Do you… By his divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life (2 Peter 1:3)
Written by DreamSunshine
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